hmm...

mengungkapkan apa yang ada di dalam pikiran jauh lebih sulit daripada berpikir itu sendiri
jujur atas apa yang aku rasakan jauh lebih sulit daripada mengabaikan apa yang aku rasakan

(sebuah novel---lupa judulnya)

tapi aku mencoba mengungkapkannya
karena aku lelah terdiam
begitu...

(repost fb's note; 15 Mei 2009, 19:08)

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