a little StORRY from a little girl...I love u Mom

November, fifty-one years ago
God decided to make a lovely and pure woman
to come to this unexplainable world
in her early age,she learned to be closer to the universe
tried to understand the warmth of sun and the flow of water
anxious to see the color of rainbow and the twinkle of stars
bravely looking for the view of nature
in her teen-age, she encouraged herself to find who the real she is
rebel her environment with her own egoism
found out the reality which wasn't as pink as her drawing book
trying something new when people said that you were coward
starting to know what the pain and wound are
in her twenties, she had to face a hard thing named responsible
got the demands from all the environment
pressed by a must that she had to make all decisions
be ready to opened the new act of her life
in her thirties, she was a mother who had the gracest heart among mothers
patiently wash every tears come out from her little children
told every story she known and sang every stanza she loved
rose her little beauty burden, tireless and doubtless
in her forties, she got the pain from her growing children
be betrayed by the adolescence and tested by delinquency
torn by the un-respectfulness

now...in her fifties
she keeps pushing her children's back
espousing their footsteps in silence pray
she is never tired to be hurt by her own slap for the sake of future
she is always be there...
receiving every tears and weakness
never denies blame or anger
cures every wound and sickness
she is my mother

happy birthday mom
when i know that it was too late
i've just apology and thanks...

i love you mom

 (repost fb's note; 19 November 2009, 16:04)

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